well hello!
i don't know where to start...
should i present myself to you and tell you my life story, or just go to the problems of my life?
maybe i should start telling you Why i want to start a blog in a christian community, what moves me

well, i'm a xtian, i have been all my life, grow in a christian family surrounded by pastors and ministers of our God, but somehow i lost my way, and i got very into the world
nothing too 'serious', i didn't killed anyone, or got addicted to any drugs (a drink, a cigarette  now and then), i didn't have irresponsible sex, or something like that. But although i am a very good girl to everyone eyes, I Know there's something terrible wrong with the way i've been living my life.
i shut God off.

anyway, i'm trying to get my act together, my worse fear is when i face my Lord, He won't say 'well done, good and trustworthy servant'.
but is hard, to live in the world trying to be a child of God; trying to escape my past, present and the shiny future that is present to me everyday and that is not in God's.

how you do it?